Neko

 

 






†HAMLET†


SHAKESPEARE


†Ophelia†
There is a willow grows
ascaunt the brook,
That shows his hoar
leaves in the glassy stream.


Therewith fantastic garlands
did she make
Of crow-flowers, nettles,
daisies, and long purples,
That liberal shepherds give
a grosser name,
But our cold maids
do dead men's fingers call them.


There on the pendant
boughs her crownet weeds
Clamb'ring to hang,
an envious sliver broke,
When down her weedy
trophies and herself
Fell in the weeping brook.


Her clothes spread wide,
And mermaid-like
a while they bore her up;
Which time she chanted
snatches of old lauds,
As one incapable
of her own distress,
Or like a creature native
and indued unto that element.


But long it could not be
Till that her garments,
heavy with their drink,
Pulled the poor wretch
from her melodious lay
To muddy death.



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R.I.P.
01.22.07 (9:43 pm)

Pat Prestage

I love you.

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Angel
01.22.07 (9:38 pm)
What Kind of Angel are you?

ANGEL OF WINSDOMYou rule yourself, sometimes hepl, sometimes destroy... but you still have a soul
Take this !

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Tarot Quiz
01.15.07 (9:45 am)

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

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Meditation
01.12.07 (7:06 pm)
People say "I want peace." If you remove I (ego), and your want (desire), you are left with peace.
-Satya Sai Baba
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Shoutsout to Ms. Kimber
01.12.07 (7:03 pm)
For updating my links. I have no idea what I did to my html - but she fixed. Special kisses. ...and, as you all can see - the meds kicked in and I am functioning again.
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weeks
01.07.07 (9:58 am)
Bad weeks, good weeks, ups, downs, back, forth - you think I would be used to it by now. The fact is i am just perpetually lost. Once you've gone crazy nothing worse can happen to you. It doesn't mean that everything is rosie from then on. There is a certain cynicism that comes with insanity. It stews with the giddyness and ironies that have been made all too apparent in everyday life. Especially when your shell appears "normal." You mask the snears when you hear people talk about the "crazy" people in town - or the "pills" the doctor put so and so on because they just couldn't cope. "They don't know crazy," you're thinking - "hey, at the hospital they give you those pills in little cups twice a day, take away your shoe strings so you won't hurt yourself and, if you are in a *nice* place, they supply you with extra blankets and make sure your roommates aren't murderers. (Lucky me - I am middle class.)" Fuckers. It's been a bad week. I've felt useless. Lonely. I am in a situation, one I have put myself in, where I have no real support system. My family is here, but they choose not to educate themselves about my problem. They throw money at me - and seem a little freaked out by it all, but they try and love me, they just sort of ignore my feelings - I probaby would too - I'm crazy. Don't have any real friends here - I am a flaming liberal in an ultra-conservative town. If I really spoke my mind I would probably be burned at the stake. (Did I mention I have a flair for the dramatic too?) I do occasionally date, but when I start to get close to someone - the questons about the meds come out and all of a sudden I drop off the old "A" list. Someone once gave me a comment on this site to drop to my knees and accept Jesus - I'm not tougher than him. I've got news for that freak - I've probably known Jesus a lot longer than them. That's not my problem. Closed minds, a poor self image and an illness even the best doctors don't really understand is my problem. I have above average intelligence, I work, I pay my bills and I make it through each day (sometimes I do that hour by hour). I almost made it 30 years without medication - which my doctors tell me is astonishing. I want to make it at least another 30 years - but I don't think I can do it alone anymore... Anyway - I am glad I have this place to write this down - to get the words out of my head - to make things tangible in my own way. I don't know when I will be back, but I will. Maybe I will have had some good weeks to write about then.
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